Tired.

I'm tired, which is nothing new. I'm always tired. I need to examine my life, my diet and other things and see what I'm doing or not doing that's contributing to this. I do have 2 very active children but, I know people with more kids and they are always vibrant and awake-looking. I always look tired. Actually, I've looked tired since High School. They used to call me "Lydia" from the movie Beetlejuice because I was pale and looked like a zombie. :) (don't laugh.) It's actually funny now when I think about it. My husband was gone from Saturday to Monday and tonight he left for his mom's to help her with some things because she just had foot surgery. We all went a couple of weeks ago to help her out with some things around the house. Anyway, I have a hard time sleeping it seems when Kent isn't around. Sunday, the last time I looked at the clock before falling asleep was 12:53am. Last Night, it took me forever to fall asleep but, not as long because Kent was here. Now, I'm really tired and I'm blogging because I'm trying to make myself tired enough to fall asleep. Sometimes when I force myself to stay up until I'm really tired, it helps. The only problem with that is, my son wakes up at 6:15am on the dot. It doesn't matter what time he goes to bed. He's up and ready to go.....and I'm not. It takes me usually until 10 or 11 am to feel like I am even a little awake. Weird, I know. You're probably reading this blog and falling asleep because it's so boring. :) sorry. I guess I'll hang it up for now. I'll let you know how it goes. Nighty Night.